Change

Do you ever become unhappy with yourself? I know I do. I'm pretty unhappy with how I am right now. I'm not unhappy with the way I look or anything like that, I'm unhappy with the way that I am. I feel lame. Like I'm not taking advantage of life. Like I'm not living my life. I feel so pessimistic. I don't DO anything, so I've decided to change. I want to create things and experience things. I want to find things that make me smile. More than that I want to find the things that make me happy. This blog is where I'm going to record those things I find and experience, so welcome to my journey to find a better me.

I have two things that made me smile today. First is my library card. I love going to the library! It is an endless source of knowledge and entertainment. Today I was loaned three books and two movies. I'm most excited about this one. I've never seen this movie, but I have seen the play performed at my high school. Oh, and guess what? I had two twin cats at the time and they played a part in that high school production! I got to hand them on stage and then recieve them when they came off. They stole the show! but I don't think they enjoyed it as much as I did.
The best part of my library experience is that it is completely free. That is definitely something to smile about.




Second, are these beauties.
I love baking and I love eating what I bake, so these little tasties made me pretty happy today. My husband wasn't opposed to them either. By the way, I totally made that frosting from scratch and it is amazing.

I know those things are small, but at least I did something today.